Walk With a Crooked Spine

Well. You know those days that just go terrible?
Well. Today was one of them. And
Well. I'm just glad it's about over.

Here's the epiphany of the day. I don't think I really have friends. Ha.
You know, friends. People whom you hang out with. People whom you can call, when bored.
Well today I hung around alone all day until work. I scrolled through my contacts multiple times, but could not find a single person that I thought I could call to hang out. Therefore, these contacts, I guess are no more than contacts?
Don't get me wrong, I still love you.
And oh no, don't feel bad. I'm just saying.
I aint got friends.
Lets go college!

Second thing. Today I got pulled over. And broke the promise to myself.
I told myself when I got my license I wouldn't get pulled over, ever.
I mean, I'm not one of those people who drives fast all the time, but the one time I was, I got caught.
Yay me.
I was actually really upset. It brought me to tears. For some reason, I felt terrible.
And me feeling terrible, meant I took it out on God.
I turned my disappointment into anger, and blamed God for this. Yelled, out loud, in my car, questioning Him why He would do this to me. Boy was I mad.
Here comes the big but.
But God has everything under control. I have no idea what God is using this "crappy circumstance" for, but He does know, and I have faith in whatever He will use it for. Because oh how He loves me. How he loves me so. It can't get much better than that.

I would say the only good thing about today was work. Surprising! I was constantly busy, therefore had no thinking time, which is good. Meaning my mind didn't have to think about the day.

So, today wasn't great. I'm not great. But God is definately great.
I'm upset, angry, and distraught, but God is ever-faithful and never failing.
I'm just going to fall back into Him.

With love,
Dan

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